Blank Face
Flash Fiction
I’m seen as so many people
But I have done so little
I try to keep to myself
Trying to be the best me
I’ve done all I can do
but, still I’m
Only what others want to see:
”Good-hearted, one of a kind”
”A great influence, she’s very wise”
”Went down a totally wrong path”
”Back-stabbing and never looks back”
”She never gave up, I’m impressed”
”She works until she’s overly stressed”
”She’s always been a horrible person”
”Is her time even worth it?”
”I think she is pretty great”
”Meeting her was truly by fate”
”What is she even doing here?”
”I wish she would just disappear”
I’m seen as so many people
But I have done so little
I try to keep to myself
Trying to be the best me
I’ve done all I can do
but, still I’m
Only what others want to see.
Flash Fiction Artist Statement
My flash fiction illuminated the meaning of my picture with words. I
described the hardship of feeling like I have no confident identity, and what that
looks like. It was an opening piece to the presentation of my image. They both
describe each other, like a story book.
Each line in my poem is a different flash fiction sentence. Each of these
sentences can be taken into a different context as their own stories. Each of
the quotes are stories of other people describing me, and their own perception
of who/what I am. The point of this is to show just how easily I can be picked apart,
and how I have created this feeling of a missing identity. The people in my life
have picked at the pieces of my personality they want to see, rather than looking at
me as all my own person. Their many perspectives are what have made me feel
like several different people, instead of just myself.
In my picture, my face is completely blank. There are no eyes or mouth
to represent any type of expression, and this is for a very specific reason. The entire
point of this piece is to represent that my identity is not distinct, as I seem to be so
many different people based on others’ perspectives. Because of this, I personally
feel that my own identity doesn’t matter, so I often feel hopeless when trying to
express myself. I should just remain a blank face.
I feel as though my view on perspectives is solid, as I now understand there
is no right or wrong answer to other’s beliefs. Everything in the world is looked at in
A different light, for we are all equally different from one another. This is something
I have come to greatly appreciate because of what this class has taught me.
Part III: Reflection
Part III: Reflection
Personality is based on experiences in life, as well as the genes you were
born with. There is a balance of nature and nurture when it comes to developing
the personality of an individual. Each human has their own set of experience in the
world and perception of those events. Something similar may happen to different
people and have completely different outcomes based on the perspective of the
world each one holds.
Identity is something seen as very important to most individuals, and
understanding who you are on the inside and outside has become a way of life.
There are many ways identity shapes our society today, whether it is for better
or worse. Appearance and personality, in all their complexity, make up the identity
of an individual and separate them from the rest of the world, which is what
creates the importance of having this self of individuality in our world today.
The main source I used to learn about the depths of personality in this class
so far is the personality quiz we all took early in the school year. There are four main
categories of personality (Analysts, Diplomats, Sentinels, and Explorers), and four
subcategories within those, creating sixteen distinct personality types individuals
can fit into. What was seen in my classroom was many individuals, even those who
seemed nothing alike, were grouped into the same personality type. They speculated it
might be because of the limited number of personality types there are. For the billions
of people there are living in this world, they thought it was very strange that only
sixteen different categories exist to identify personalities.
The second source I am using from this year is the “Growing up Trans”
documentary we watched. In this documentary, the children are suffering daily with
identity problems from being unable to match what they feel in their head with their
bodies. Transgender individuals have the opposite brain structure as the body they were
born in, causing gender identity disorder and dysphoria in their minds.
The greatest thing about personality/identity is that it cannot be perfectly
replicated. We all see the world through different sets of eyes, so trying to group certain
personalities together is not the most truthful way to look at the wonders of personality.
Earlier this semester, we all took personality tests that grouped us into sixteen different
personalities, which is an experiment I did not fully agree with. All of us have our own
type of personality which cannot be grouped. We are all too different to be categorized
so broadly into different personality types. I thought I would expand my understanding
of overlapping aspects of personality, and how we are all very similar in many ways,
but my growth was elsewhere. I realized that a common unconscious does not entirely
exist in us, and that our experiences are what shape us into perfectly individual people.
I like how your reflection fit with your portrait and flash fiction! They way you feel about how easy it is to be picked apart into many different people yet no one sees you is so relatable. And I totally agree that we are all unique people that shouldn't be specifically grouped. I'm just glad that there's another person who feels that way! :)
ReplyDeleteYour flash fiction was really exceptional. I liked how your first section was the same as the last section. That gave the piece more emotion. "We all see the world through different sets of eyes, so trying to group certain personalities together is not the most truthful way to look at the wonders of personality," was probably my favorite line from your flash fiction. It was really eye opening and made me think about how we all truly have different perspectives and point of views.
ReplyDeleteYour picture was thought out really well as well as your flash fiction and I think your artist statement really tied in with the two. I agree with what you said about your picture and flash fiction going together like a story book, that's seems accurate to me.
ReplyDeleteYour flash fiction being composed of multiple other flash fictions was a very creative idea. I liked the interpretation of your portrait and how it fit so well with your flash fiction.
ReplyDeleteYour flash fiction is very well written. It makes me think about how everyone has their own opinions of us. You really reflected that well with the contradicting statements about what people think of you.
ReplyDeleteyour flash fiction was very good. i liked how it was almost like a poem. your artist statement really made me think about everyone's different personalities.
ReplyDeleteI really like the way your portrait and flash fiction mesh together and how you wrote the flash fiction like a poem. I can relate to the fact that no matter how you view yourself, others will still see you the way they want to.
ReplyDeleteI feel the same about how people don't really know me for who I actually am and that they only see what they want to see. I loved the format of your flash fiction how it was more of a poem. I also really like your drawing!
ReplyDeleteI really liked your image. It really captured my attention with the eerie look with no eyes or mouth. Usually, I don't like rhyming in poetry because it just bothers me for some reason, but your rhyming really fit in well and didn't feel forced at all.
ReplyDeleteI really loved the thought put into your flash fiction to connect with the image. They connected perfectly together. I also really loved how your flash fiction the first part repeats the a second time with a slightly darker tone to it personally. I can connect with how you feel about how different people see you and see how they want to see you. It can be really difficult to organize yourself when all these people see you differently.
ReplyDelete"so I often feel hopeless when trying to
ReplyDeleteexpress myself. I should just remain a blank face. " I completely feel the same way depending on the day and how I'm feeling after the time I wake up and get out of bed to get ready for school.
i like how you connected the flash fiction to the picture. i dont know if you drew that picture because you never said but its really cool.
ReplyDeleteI got chills reading this again, it always hits close to home. Your piece just has this sense of raw emotion that makes me realize how I sometimes only see what I want to see about a person. I absolutely love your flash fiction piece, and how it can be read so many ways. If you read it all together it flows really well. And if you read it all separately it creates a really powerful piece. It just seamlessly fits in with your portrait.
ReplyDeleteSo often we present ourselves as what others want us to be, as you said in your flash fiction. Kind, caring, good-hearted, determined. All of those were some of what you used. Presenting yourself as these things as people view you is easy. You can please many people by showing them what they want, not what you want. Learning how to express yourself as you want is very difficult. If you want to be known for being kind, caring, good-hearted, determined, et cetera, you've got to prove to people that's who you are which I'm sure you have no problem with. Expressing yourself can be incredibly hard. It's a life lesson you'll continue to learn through your whole life as you interact with other people everyday and learn how to work with them to get something done. It's something that you figure out yourself. Find your own path through life and present yourself how YOU want, not how others want to be. "The best way to predict the future is to create it" -Abraham Lincoln
ReplyDeleteYour picture really grabbed my attention because it creeped me out. Your reflection is very well done and detailed, and your artist statement and flash fiction are interesting as well.
ReplyDeleteI really liked your flash fiction making it into a poem in a way and i can relate to "trying to keep to myself"
ReplyDeleteThis is a very Powerful piece! the picture grabbed my attention, I love the deep thought put into this and the view other and you have on YOU. well done
ReplyDeleteI really like the format of your flash fiction and the direction you went in. It fits the picture very well, talking about not being confident on who you are. Your reflection is very detailed and well done.
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